"I want to see your stupid face and hear your stupid voice. I want to hold your stupid hand and kiss your stupid lips. I want to be in your stupid embrace and I want to tell you stupid things like that I love you. I just fucking want you even if I do find it stupid. I want you so much that I’m afraid that I come off aggressive. Sure there are so many other stupid fucking people I could pick but I want you even if you are an idiot. And I don’t mean that in a bad sense just that you can be really fucking oblivious that this is hurting me. That you’re hurting me. I’m sorry I love you I know you don’t want me too but I just can’t fucking help how I feel so sorry. I wish I was a better friend. That I could be just a friend to you but I’m not sure how that will work and I’m terrified for the day you date someone else because I know its going to hurt me and I’ll feel like I’m losing you but in truth I never even had you. I’m sorry that I fell for you. I’m sorry I’m a mental fuck up that you’d never be able to love back. I’m sorry it happened so quick. I’m sorry I’ll never get to show you just how much you mean to me. I’m sorry you mean so much to me. I’m sorry I don’t mean the same to you. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m so fucking in love with you. I’m sorry I can’t make things easier on you. I’m sorry it makes you uncomfortable that I feel this way. I’m sorry. Don’t ever doubt that. I just need you forever to be by my side. I’m sorry I’m like that. I’m sorry. I love you. I’m sorry I love you."